Friday, April 22, 2011

Where do I even begin...

20 days ago Jason and I left for Spokane.  We were going because he had gotten a job.  His training was Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday, and we thought he would be leaving Thursday.  Long story short he officially left for the road on Sunday April 10.  He'll be out for 4 weeks then home for 4 days.  I miss him like crazy!  We talk everyday which helps.  Sometimes it's for 2.5 mins and sometimes it 18 mins.  I love every second and I look forward to that call all day ♥ 
I can't wait to see him!

 24 days ago I lost my job.  C.R.A.Z.Y.!  Things had been so extremely slow and had been for a while.  My dad finally talked to us and after all was said and done my brother and I both were laid off.  Sad day.

8 days ago I found out that my dad has gotten a new job and will be closing his business.  I'm sad that he's closing the shop down but I'm extremely happy that he got such a good job.  I also found out that this new job is in Kansas City!  I don't even know what to say, I'm so sad that I won't be able to see my family whenever I want.  And I will be the first one to say that I defiantly took advantage that my family was 15 mins away yet I NEVER visited them and for that I regret everyday now.  I love my family so much and that's why it hurts so much.  I wanna be selfish and throw a fit (like it would do any good =) but I know that this is a good thing for them and we all have to take care of our own families in order for our entire family to make it.

I'm not gonna lie, life is hard these days.  Some days are better then others and believe me I know the worst has yet to come but I also know that I have the best days still to come.